I know this isn’t the place for relationship woes, but I guess I just felt like venting and here I am.
A year ago I saved her life. She looked at me like a hero. I was flattered. I guess it boosted my ego and I let my walls come down. And that’s when our relationship began. She seemed like she had a lot to offer. We had a lot of laughs and adventures together and things seemed so fresh and new. She was even quite talented in other ways that I can’t really say here, but I think many of you know what I mean. We were so in love.
Why can’t relationships stay this way?
Several months back she started acting a little weird, talking about nodes and things that didn’t make much sense. I wasn’t sure what she was getting into, but whatever it was, she was clearly losing interest in me.
Fast forward a little more than a year from when we met and things are so different now. All we do is argue. She won’t look at me when I talk to her, and she often just walks away from me. She doesn’t do anything I ask her to do and she’ll even just stare at me like I’m an idiot when I’m trying to be serious with her. She does it all the time even when my friends are around, and I think she does it purposely when they are. It’s so embarrassing.
What has made matters worse is that she’ll run off with pretty much anyone that talks to her, but she won’t even give me the time of day any more. It’s shameless and disrespectful, and I think she’s doing it out of spite.
So I guess it has gotten to the point where you know it’s not going to work any longer. It’s a painful realization, but it’s for the better. And so this is the end.