You might also want to drink less caffeine and lay off the sugar as you are getting really bent out of shape over something trivial.
Posting on the forums can be hard, but you can learn not to take the posts personally. I understand your deep anger towards the sewers, and I will agree that they are absolutely the worst thing a new player can face and should all have air fresheners and vases of flowers to make new players feel warm and fuzzy. Maybe they can have kittens too.
Deep breaths, it's going to be ok